is it my fault ?

can any body see me , n tell me the truth , what's  make it wrong ? what have i done ? emm, aku tak paham ngn kau la weyh :( haishhh,, over sgt bab membe membe ni.. ye la,, mmg friendship tuh penting, but doesnt meant if once we not stick with them .. ;) right

asyik nak mlyan kerenah awak cek kak ..  susah laa hidup.. aku blaja lilahi taala.. FYI !

bukan senua mase aku tok kau,, i come here to make my dream lost... heee....

monink monink ... second day kat villa nih :) tokkkk:)

i'm bleeding laaa...

i always being in tears. especially when there're teacher talk about mommy daddy , memang ma ayah wat layan tak lyan je bile jia ngadu kat ayah ma yang jia sakit , tapi jia still sayang ma ayah , korang the best ,, korang la pakwe makwe jia,, mane ade lain.. jia rindu ma ayah ,, egt nk korang datang m tapi tak pe laa,, jia tahu korang busy sgt kannn :) okayh i get it.. ma ayah,, tapi once jia cakap jia sakit kenape korang cam ohh ohhh ,,, cmtu ,, x nk pegi cek ke ? mne tau bahaye ke ???hmmm ??? bukan ape... jia asyik bleeding je ni ,,, kalau parah cam ne ? entah la,, jia cakap kat blog ni bukan ma ayh boleh bce ,, bile jia pegi hospital sendiri nak check diri jia ni,, ti ma ayh marahh ,,, tapi once bg thu korang,, korang wat dekkk je ??? hmm ?? cm no ni ???? k k... next time ,, bile jia dapat jumoe ma ayah nanti ,, se cuti ptghan sem 1 ni ,, kite borak n oce again i point balek bnde ni ? about this bleeding :) 

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i love you MOMMY DADDY <3

epiww - epiww

It is kind of insect,,, noisy gilerrr… eeeiyuwwww … it’s suck :P  stay away from me laaaa… tolong arrr jgn bg aku insect insect gonjol nihhh…. No no ! sorry to say :P I hate it a lot … huh FULLSTOP ! ONCE , I said I hate it ,, I hate it,,, don’t make me cry just bcoz of that stupid gonjol insect :P eeeiiiiii :P huh… btw , in malay it call RIANG-RIANG ! EEIII… tak riang pon ,,, errrrrrrwwww :P annoy seyhhh … fobia giler ngn bende bende camtuh,,, huh ,,,, stay back !     HAHAHAHAHA …. Hee,, 

check this out :P

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ohhh no 1 she say that this creature is COMEL ? noooooo :P 

it's suckkkkk !

uit uit

bufday BOY !

FAEZZZZ

Hmm, I’m going to war ! I must struggle . from now ! mom say that no time to play and no time to study smart .. started from now I must rush and hard bloody hard in star-dee hehehe:) orait , I think im going star-dee   now kot :) kan kan ? hmm.. but actually I’ve problem, I miss my ex batch :( I never can accept this ! I still feel that I’m a freshie … I thought I’m going to be the first pynier in the new MJSC .. hihi :) but it just a dream laaa ! like nelly sing in just a dream :)


 Haha… aku kene pegi kem dohhh :( pehh ! bebal botul.. tape , hope balek je dr kem tuh aku jadi lebih baik daripada sekarang :) insyallah .. heee .. aku nak blaja gile gile dohh … aku nk result aku mnaek ,, and capai ape yang dah di target.. aminnn ! nnti nak kol PAKWE N MAKWE  aku laaa.. nak sur dyowg doakan aku katsana dapat yang terbaik,, dan jadi lebih dr sblum ni … aminn,, hope dgn di iring doa dyowg,, kem aku pegi ni tak sia-sia,, bile aku blaja brtul betul kat sana ,, tak main main ,, seriously aku boleh… sembahyang jage,, attitude jage,, them PAKWE MAKWE  aku dokan aku sekali,,, hmmm ,,, insyallah ,, boleh punye . :) nanti kat sana aku roommate dengan

Zawin

Alia

Nisa Khalil

N all annoying FORM 3 gelgel ! eeiiyuwww…

Hee,, lau tak aku x roomaye ngn awin ngn alia… then aku tukar ng n syaza !! thank God,,, heee :) da la roommate arman best .. ade

Faez

Aimran a.k.a M-RUN

HAHAHAHAHAHAH :D

There a lots awesome student ,, nice rr,, coz ramai yang best best kottt… heee ,, UNTUNGLAHHHH ! FYI … esok ade ceramah ,, ngn form 3 sekali ,,, eeeiyuwwww :P tak nak tak nak… nak ngn  batch form 5 jek.. huh:P tak pe tak pe,, wat dyowg cam tak wujud pon ,, haha … nti kem tuh jumaat nih kott… barang barang da pack sume ltk kat kelas ,,, habis program plancaran gemilang form 3 form 5 … tros gerak,… then,, we’re going to drop at GIANT SENAWANG :) me wanted a lot lot af INDULGENT CHOC CAKE .. FROM SECRET RECIPE :p nyumm nyummm … heeee…. Oopsss… I think my battery is not enough for me to write a lot,,, continue next time laa… goonyte readersss … muha muahh … XOXOXOXOXOXOX :P 

KAMI :)

COMEL... SUCI DAN SEGAR !

she's look like fasha ... nice.. tenang je bile pandang betuah nye lelaki itu :) 
she' kind like fasha .. lembur .. have nice conversation :) even tak kenal .. tapi dapat tengok dye mcm mne org nye :) hmmm :) 


nice :)

my future

just guessing that it will be.. like avril sang :) INSYALLAH .

rayhanah nutaykah <3

safiyyah nastura <3

maryyah nellisa <3

furqan armaan <3

dayyan armaan <3
pierre armaan<3

hee... yea yea yea :) AMINNNNN :)

i love them a lot ! 

alia 

fasha 

zawin 

anis

a'in 

aimi 

nina

hanis

bella

farah

nott

amalia

fariza

nisa

nasyitah

muah muah muah muahhhhhh :*

im alone in mjsc serting if without them :(

im sad to be like that ... hmm :(

but now , im not .... cause i have them close with me . YEAHH :)

my heart desire

he once to be my classmate . dye suka pusing belakang kat kelas 303 dulu . dye satu group ngn aku IRP . aku suka dye kot kat batch aku . yang lain? emm,  macam errrhhh  . then , dye sangat sangat star kot. lagi lagi BADMINTON  and  BOWLING .dye anak bongsu . ada akak ade abang :) dye suruh panggil dye asharvin, pemain bola tuh :) comel kan :) hee.. eh eh, nama panjang dye muhammad irfan othman . dulu time group IRP tuh aku suke tulis kan name kat handout handout aku . hee :) gatal enn ... tapi sekarang jarang jumpe dye . dye kat MRSM MUAR  aku kat MRSM SERTING :( tapi takpe nanti cuti bile bile nak ajak dye pegi JPO laa.. aku da cakap nak buy him something there :) but hmmmmm.... but melepas kot :( hmmm :( ohhh man got to go laa . i've something important to be done right now la...

SLUT biatch

she SUCK ! BABI gileeee ADRHEA DANNEA :P

THE DREAM SHOWS :)

AQIL : Welcome back to   …….   Show.

AQIL :  Im aqil izzat the awesome as before. (laughing) Tonight we’re going to talk about the best group in mara junior science college , as we all know this college famous with their own talented student.  this college  sent the group  to a big competition . they got the first places in the competition (clasping)! now , we’re  going to invited them to make this shows burning ! here there areTHE 3 DIRECTION from mjsc serting(clasping)

AQIL : here they are, THE 3 DIRECTION with their’s own cute style WEAR a bowl pins. (laughing) alright, what your feeling having in this shows ?

AZRAAI : well, for sure we’re feel scared with you question soon(laughing) . who doesn’t know you ? the hottest host ever,, right ? (laughing) 

MIRANA : actually we’re feel very grateful to God and lucky to get  this opportunity to be invite in …….. shows   because well . of course this shows is awesome but  it’ll make our group get knowing around the world sooner and get  success

AQIL : ok, what are you thinking about others comment outside there saying that you guy just like a chicken. Because you guy never show up in public ?

ARMAN : well, just ignore what people want to say ,, don’t judge a book by it cover ! as you all know that this group is still under recover , because we’re still studying, doesn’t meant we must to quit our study just because singing. At least we good in studies and good in talent. (fans crazy wth arman and clasping)

AZRAAI : Its enough for us to join in a competition from having our own concert , coz we still in school. After this year , after we’re having our big examination SPM maybe we’re trying to manage our schedule to sing  on a stage with many audience watching us . we hope :)

AQIL : wow ! nice, well , this show will make your dream came truth , don’t worry .you guys know right there many lucky group  knowing around the world from this show’s. so don’t worry the 3 direction from mjsc serting going to earn this music industries ,one day ! because you guys have your own talent J we end this show  with invited THE 3 DIRECTION  to sing a song !

THE 3 DIRECTION sing !

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AWESOME ennn :) well .. hee :)

The show fin !

woot wottt

Hmm, this day , I try to make a new facebook, well I delete once ! hmm.. but I think no need kot buat fb tuh,, ek ? mcm xde function jek ? ta pe lahh..tapi aku da wat tweet use phone.. cam senang jek ?oopss.. my tummy grumpling… want to eat eat ,, hihi... wait up.. sin g this :) heeee


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It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
’Til it was a battle cry

I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never
Been this way before

All you can do is try to know
Who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and now one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too 
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger ans stronger
’Til they’re before your eyes

You’ll come back
When it’s over
No need to say good bye

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laalaaaalaaaa.... ilove gilerrr lagu ni ohhhhh :O

felda residence at mersing

Daaaaaa... people here nerdy arrrr !!

don't judge a book by it cover honey

aku sedih lahh.. hmm. sampai skarang aku still tak boleh biasekan diri aku kat serting. aku still rase sebe salah ngn fasha, aku sedih,, aku still rase guilty ngn fasha n dyowng sume ,, aku sedih sangt,, aku tido awal nar nye pon sebab aku nk elak dari always tear down ,, hmm .. knape la ngn aku  ni :(  aku tak boleh laa.. aduhhhh :(  korang okay je ke ? aku tak rase korang hepi ngn aku cm dulu,, kan ? hmm :( aku tahu, even aku pon bole rase cmtu ohh :( why am i so stupid .. huhhhh 

what a day

Why honey.. u came into my life once I miss you.. but at last u spoilt it up.. is it my doing wrong to you ? what ? u use to ask me a weird thing.. why ? mntakla kat orang lain ,, knape aku laa ? u never vanish from my mind even my heart,,, its hard laa.. susah nak lupe kau.. paham tak :( aku sedih,, sedih sampai bile bile  ! aku tak paham ngn kau,, what the heck you want from me ? hah ? it isn’t enough for you ? hah ? stop acting.. if you wanted to be my friend back, u no need to keep ask for satisfy  your lust laaa.. I hate it laaa.. tolong la weyh :( THANK GOD ! thanks NABIL ,, kau naik kan semangat aku back ohh ! thanks au ! huh ! klaka dapat borak ngn kau pasal mase depan masing masing ,, haha,, aku dokan kau ngn fairuza happy ending ohh,,, aku big fans korang au :) ingat ue ! you melayan jek :) k pape pon I pray  laa,, tau :) as long as we still besties till end.. once between us needed… will help together right ? hee.. pape shared kayh ? hmm .. hope dapat jumpe or hang ngn you ohh ,, one day,, insyallah :)

holy shit. im crying

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People change once they know in what they had done before are or is TROUBLESOME. But , why not others around them accept the change of them ! actually I want to say more details , because the person I being saying here is ME !Like seriously ,I’m trying to be someone more than what am I before this change ! it’s in the process ! the change of course cant being seen easier , its take a time to change , BUT  try to believe someone too. because they deserve to have a second chance ! why not ! maybe they or even me ? can be more than before, really more than before :)  I’m glad that some of my friend here believe in me :) YEAY ! HMM, im sleepy laa.. going to bed ! well, im very happy tonight ! and im going to have a good sleep tonight :) because I am ust on call with my besties :) knowing him in last February in 2011 :) it means we’re have being besties for a,,, emmmm 11 month and how many day entah :)HAHAHA :)


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Hey there ! continue :) im not feeling good la.. its like something is going on with me :(  but yeahh , what ever major looser ! right ? who care ? okayh ! you know im just found my old pal a.k.a my besties.. yeahhh… im so happy for having connect with him back !its been so long for that.. but he now look kinda nice ,, no problem that he hide from me J hee,, cute gileeee ! I like,, haahaha , aku tercerita kat mimi aku lupa yang mimi once his GF,, hihi J daaaarrrr, mimi having a bad relation with,, but trust me,, not me..no guy can bored with me,, coz I know,, im ONE IN THE MILION ! YEAAAAHHH ! exactly :) u know that im still feel guilty about hmm,, u know right ??? no need to elobrate it L pa pep on aku tak akan senang senang nak lupa kan halt uh ! FULLSTOP ! AKU SAYANG DIORANG ! AKU TAK NAK HILANG DIORG people change,,, and I believe that I can do the best to show u guys what my own effort ! trust me,, please everyone ! please trust im my deep deep heart.